I spent the fall and early winter hanging on the edge. I didn't feel "bad" .. I just felt...
I guess it was over the top anxiety. Buying a house has been an exercise in learning how to cope when you have limited control. I know also that the winter months are worse for me. It's strange.. I really prefer winter from a comfort with my own skin... Read more
I've started working with a realtor, - just met with her Friday and the plan is to start looking at houses tomorrow.. if she was able to set up any viewings, I think most of the properties currently have tenants. I'm working on getting my preapproval. I'm all stressed out, I don't think I can take any set backs..
These days I'm kind of... Read more
I am so.... blah.. I can't say I'm in crisis.... but I can't say I'm doing well either. I had some very frustrating financial issues... it just seems like I get a couple steps ahead and then slam... double that backwards. For awhile it was taking every bit of effort I could muster just to get through my days and it didn't seem like I had anything... Read more
I tried to lay down and get some sleep, but I just couldn't fall asleep. So here it is after 5 am- the birds have been chirping for an hour already/
If I fall asleep now I get about 2 hours sleep (3 if I do the really fast morning routine of jumping into the clothes and rushing out of the house without much thought) That's not enough...... Read more
I was trying to upload a new icon/avatar and instead I got an error and my old one disappeared... .. that was a few days ago.. and I still can't upload a new one.. that's annoying.... but everything is today for some reason.
I got the stitches out today- I hope all ends up well with my hand, but I do know already all the numbness... Read more
