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Kadis feeling overwhelmed with school
- Gender: Female
- Bio: I just can't deal with the family, sleep, take pills, help me...
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bipolar disorderDRUGS I AM TAKING:
Lithium, Wellbutrin, Topimax, Klonopin, AdivanABOUT ME:
I'm not as young as you think I am, but I'll never tell! Ok just ask and I'll tell. I am married 10 years and he cooks and takes care of the kids while I try and finish school to have a better job..this is something I never thought I could do. Dropping out in grade 10 because of depression and restlessness all those years ago, to come back and major in science. But focusing on school is very tricky on meds and with 3 kids. I also work part-time, so if I were a pdoc (whom I don't see right now, apparently I'm fired,I think HE is ill, there's a story) I would wonder if I were still manic and in over-achiever mode, (ha) except that I'm sick of it all and just want to be done. I have a great GP who looks after me now and I get all the meds I need (meaning Valium as well)I just don't know if he will ever be receptive to a change, since he's seen the Lith and what good it's done for me. I really am sick, tired, and dumb on it (memory sucks, works great while in college, that's sarcasm). However, I was also having occasional auditory and visual hallucinations with hours of rocking, OCDing my house to death and self destructive behavior(the usual money, drugs, off yourself, fits of rage, bla, bla...). I had no idea who I was anymore, and could track this sporadic manic behavior back to my teens, needless to say those years were somewhat messier but without the devious imagination I now possess, scary. So as much as wanting perfection for myself once knowing I can be well, it might be unfair to think that way (that perfect one was an egomaniac, hey here we go again!). And it might be most important of all to be sure not to look back and question just exactly how bad those particular times were...that's my favorite masochistic technique, well one.PHOTOS:
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