Friday, June 01, 2012
bogator
  • bogator
  • Location: FL, United States
  • Gender: Male
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HEALTH INTERESTS:

Failed Back surgery x4 L-5 /,  Need at least two more surgery's on C-1 THUR C-7 T-1,  T-2,  and now have L-3,  - L-4 and broken L5 fusion,  also have Fibromyalgia. Need knee replaced. Chronic pain,  Chronic Fatigue syndrome.

DRUGS I AM TAKING:

TO MANY

ABOUT ME:

IM 45 YEARS old and have lived with a monster inside for over 20 years Im now living like a hermit I stay in my room and only come out when my daughter needs me, soon I will have surgery for the last time but first I need to set a home away from home. My wife and daughter have paid such a dear price because of my pain. I have finally decided to take the 300 pound weight from there necks its just not fair for them to suffer along with me. I have a ? if anyone out there can help. How many people have had doctors that hurt them but just walked away after, and where you able to get closer on it. The gult I live with is almost more than I can stand. Under my bridge I try and hid from the world now, Im sick of trying to fit in. IM JUST PRAYING THEY CAN CUT THIS PAIN AWAY , So I can have my life back my self respect most of all for my family to be able to look me in the eye with a sinice of pride that will come with a job and all things we all want.

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Living With It in Chronic Pain