Information and opinions on health from mrsunderstood at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/762824/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/762824/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/762824/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/762824/52767/firt-step Thu, 18 Dec 2008 15:22:59 -0500 mrsunderstood So briefly, last week i started a whole new batch of meds hoping with every ounce of my being that it would help me. For the first few days i was so irritable but i decided to wait it out and im happy to report that i went to the grocery store by myself for like the fist time in 6 months. I have alot of anxiety related to my bp, so this was a huge step for me. It seems so ridiculous to be so happy about such a small thing but oh well. i hate... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/762824/52767/firt-step http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/762824/51850/abyss Wed, 10 Dec 2008 15:08:17 -0500 mrsunderstood I just stumbled upon this site and im hoping that it will give me some kind of hope. it is refreshing to know that im not the only person who struggles with this disease. I was diagnosed 7 years ago at age 18 and have basically been living in denial and on and off several different meds. I have ruined relationships, hurt people, tried to kill myself...all in some mad attempt to stop this rollercoaster that is my life. I recently started a new... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/762824/51850/abyss