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kekelami on Bipolar
Sunday, May 11 2008
it has been some time, I have come a long way. I now sleep from 10pm to 5am which I think is good but I just do not feel like myself. I am not depressed but I feel life is not worthy living. I do not feel siucidal I.e. I do not want to kill myself but I feel I would be better off dead. I do not understand it. Am I depressed? am I suicidal?... Read more
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kekelami on Bipolar
Monday, March 17 2008
The last two nights I slept well. I do not know if this is due to the new medication dosage or the over the counter cough medication and decogestant that I was taking because the last two days I had the flu.I am praying that the new medication doses is taking effect. I am listening to all of you and taking advice. I will keep hanging there.Kekelami
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kekelami on Bipolar
Friday, March 14 2008
It has been two years since I had a decent night sleep, it all started with my last breakdown that I described in my profile. I talked to my doctor today and yes we are increasing the trazadone to 100mg at night in the hope that I can sleep more than three hours. I do fall asleep and after three hours I am up and cannot go back to sleep. This is... Read more
