Friday, June 01, 2012

Tabby's Posts

My experience with Neurology and Psych...

So, I developed seizures after my car wreck in 2007.  The neuro residents at my local ACC University teaching hospital, with no proof thereof, looked at my near 30 year psych history, the lithium I was on at the time (and asked why?), and the fact that I had been on nearly every sort of med out there with mostly adverse reactions... and... Read moreChevron

Unemployment, is a twisted blessing

In 2009, I was unemployed for nearly a year.  It was a hard year financially.  So much anxiety, bills struggled to be paid, never really having enough to meet the ends at the end of the month, and never knowing if (or what type) of job I was going to be forced into accepting (cause I got to where I was submitting for damn near anything... Read moreChevron

Medication intolerance... there has to be other options

This is prompted from a sharepost by another poster about when or if to stop taking meds.  There is a part in the post about how the goal should not be to stop taking the meds or when you are able to stop taking... or something along those lines.   I responded that I do not take psych meds and I do not by choice.  Am I better for... Read moreChevron

I am tired.. so very very tired

I am one of you and you are all one of me... many would say that I have no clue how they feel and in truth, I perhaps do not.   I do not live within other's lives or heads and I do not know other's situations... but I do know depression, mania, psychosis, paranoia, and i do know what it is like to be bombarded 24/7 with such intense... Read moreChevron

Dead Weight...

The slide downward into melancholy started on Friday afternoon, near sunset... I felt it.  The longer I live and the longer my mental resides.. I am getting more and more intuned or atuned to the shifting.  I felt the slide start, the drop of something, in my mind.   Since Friday afternoon, near sunset... it's gradually and ever... Read moreChevron