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Jenn on Bipolar
Monday, January 21 2008
it has been hard and he is still manic. but the kids are starting to adjust well. L.J is still repressing his hurt and he has a very had time communicating with his father. Its so sad. he sees the kids on Sat for a few hours and he has been pretty good with that. So I am greatful. I have lost 77 lbs and was working in the steamfitter union. I was... Read more
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Jenn on Bipolar
Sunday, December 09 2007
Has any one else read this book. I have started it and am trying to apply it to how I deal with my husband in the brief interactins we have. I know that I was reacting to him and it did make things worse. I just started and and I want to read a chapter a day so I can absorb the information. Has anyone else applied this book to there lives and how... Read more
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Jenn on Bipolar
Sunday, December 09 2007
After my last post I called up John and told him I don't need a part time husband. When we spent those 3 days together it was like it was before the mania. I was floating but he is still with her. But i didn't even think about it at the time and I wanted normal for a bit sooo bad that I just enjoyed it. When he left I crashed and reality... Read more
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Jenn on Bipolar
Sunday, December 02 2007
Well John ended up sleeping over last night and yes I was stupid. But it wasn't what i expected. Its just so amazing how he is wearing all these masks for all these different people. I know he is manic and that I gave in. I will have to deal with that choice on my own. But two steps foward one step back right....I started reading Loving... Read more
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Jenn on Bipolar
Monday, November 26 2007
Well I had a conversation with John. It was realy hard. But he is still manic and talking to him is still useless. He actually came over last night to see me but as it turns out that he had intenentions to sleep over but his sister was here and he decided to leave which was better. I don't know what he is thinking. But I am not playing on the... Read more
