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lindsay on Depression
Tuesday, May 05 2009
Ahh so it's been quite a while since I've written. I need to get on here more often. I am struggling due to my own fault. I lack the motivation to get to a doctor and get medication. I recently called a counselor but got their answering service; they never called back and I let myself get away with not calling them back again. It's extremely... Read more
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lindsay on Depression
Thursday, August 21 2008
I am having a better day. Or days I should say. Sometimes when you're feeling down it's amazing how terrible something can seem and then just a few days later that same thing doesn't seem so terrible. I usually have a pretty bleak out look on my life. And that's selfish because when I'm looking at myself from another view I realize how... Read more
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lindsay on Depression
Saturday, August 16 2008
My marriage is falling apart and I blame it on my depression. I do not currently take anything for my depression and I know that's a problem. I guess I am just putting off finding a new doctor and telling my story all over again. I hate it. But it's ruining my marriage. My husband works really long hours. Over 100 a week. Sometimes he's gone for... Read more
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lindsay on Depression
Thursday, January 24 2008
i am so freaking bored right now it's not even funny. i was off today but i have absolutely nothing to do! it's ten o'clock. im not tired, because i slept most of the day and there is nothing to do. i've read all my books that havent been read. we dont have tv. there's nothing else to clean. i've run out of things to look... Read more
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lindsay on Depression
Sunday, January 20 2008
Ok it's been a while for an entry for me too. So this past week due to some signs I assumed were pointing to a pregnancy; i took a test. I'm not pregnant nor was I trying to be. And I know my husband and I aren't really ready but way way deep down inside a little part of me wanted to be. So I find out I'm not and it's not a big... Read more
