Information and opinions on health from lindsay at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/78711/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/78711/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/78711/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/69827/long-time Tue, 05 May 2009 15:48:40 -0400 lindsay Ahh so it's been quite a while since I've written. I need to get on here more often. I am struggling due to my own fault. I lack the motivation to get to a doctor and get medication. I recently called a counselor but got their answering service; they never called back and I let myself get away with not calling them back again. It's extremely difficult. With the health insurance my husband has, there is only 1 counselor where I live that my... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/69827/long-time http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/37943/feeling-bit Thu, 21 Aug 2008 00:07:35 -0400 lindsay I am having a better day. Or days I should say. Sometimes when you're feeling down it's amazing how terrible something can seem and then just a few days later that same thing doesn't seem so terrible. I usually have a pretty bleak out look on my life. And that's selfish because when I'm looking at myself from another view I realize how good a life I have . I try to remind myself that someone has it worse than I do. I'm just such a big... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/37943/feeling-bit http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/37470/marriage Sat, 16 Aug 2008 16:01:55 -0400 lindsay My marriage is falling apart and I blame it on my depression. I do not currently take anything for my depression and I know that's a problem. I guess I am just putting off finding a new doctor and telling my story all over again. I hate it. But it's ruining my marriage. My husband works really long hours. Over 100 a week. Sometimes he's gone for days at a time. But when his days off roll around all we do is argue. I know it's because of my... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/37470/marriage http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/19593/mind Thu, 24 Jan 2008 21:57:00 -0500 lindsay i am so freaking bored right now it's not even funny. i was off today but i have absolutely nothing to do! it's ten o'clock. im not tired, because i slept most of the day and there is nothing to do. i've read all my books that havent been read. we dont have tv. there's nothing else to clean. i've run out of things to look at on the internet. some part of me is missing, i can feel it. i want to move back to wyoming but as... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/19593/mind http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/19389/thinking Sun, 20 Jan 2008 01:56:00 -0500 lindsay Ok it's been a while for an entry for me too. So this past week due to some signs I assumed were pointing to a pregnancy; i took a test. I'm not pregnant nor was I trying to be. And I know my husband and I aren't really ready but way way deep down inside a little part of me wanted to be. So I find out I'm not and it's not a big deal because I didn't really think i was in the first place. Then i was thinking about it and i... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/19389/thinking http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/18956/have-you Thu, 10 Jan 2008 00:24:00 -0500 lindsay have you ever felt like you are doing ok? I mean life isn't perfect but you feel pretty good and you're getting by ok. and then out of nowhere for a reason you cant explain you feel sad? like a niggling feeling that's bothering you and making you feel down and you dont know why? I get like that at night...when my husband is at work. im used to being alone and lonely but i dont know if that explains it all. i just want to know if you... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/18956/have-you http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/18903/frustrated Wed, 09 Jan 2008 00:04:00 -0500 lindsay I am so extremely frustrated. I struggle with depression every day, every second of my life. I've been at my current job for only about five months. Of course you aren't eligible for benefits until after a year. I can't afford to go to the doctor. I was on Medicaid but now I make too much              (150.00/wk will get me nowhere.) and was kicked off. If I want... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/78711/18903/frustrated