Information and opinions on health from cherke55 at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/797966/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/797966/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/797966/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/797966/77879/9-years-hell Thu, 09 Jul 2009 14:23:25 -0400 cherke55 When my mother died 9 years ago I started with panic and anxiety. Then I lost two jobs in a row. I've moved 3 times in 3 years. And now I am going to have to move again.  I can't kick the depression I have. My anger bubbles over. I've tried every med available and nothing has helped. ECT in my last option. I'm scared and every day I think about slicing my wrists, throwing myself down my stairs or pulling a trigger. I don't because I... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/797966/77879/9-years-hell