Hello everyone, it's been a while since I visited so here my updates: I have returned to work but have a fear of heights now and I am working through it or trying to, I'm feeling better but still have the shakes especially here lately the triliptal helps with it, the manic rears it's ugly head still but it's managable, the depression still is but... Read more
It's been a few days since I've been on here and still have racing thoughts and up and down hypomanic this is crazy. The soonest I can see my pdoc is the 14th of next month but I have one glimmer of light to get my mind off things at least alittle bit, helping others with bipolar, where the docs understand we do because we got it. I've been trying... Read more
Has anyone ever felt an episode coming on? I don't know if this fits it but I have felt it for the past week more so for the past two days in the pit of my gut. I have become quiet and withdrawn from my family and not sleeping or eating. I just want to cry and be alone, I am fighting this with every fiber of my being to control it but it gets... Read more
I can't remember most of the past year and a half up until I went into the hospital 3 mos ago. I know that I hurt my family I don't know what I said, just the few things that my wife has told me. I still search for answers to what caused this to happen, the memory loss, the anger, the rage all of which I have bouts with still but not on a 24/7... Read more
