Well Well Its that time of the year were good old Gert is aboutto fall in a heap, I can feel it coming on its getting worse and worse I know what to do but my mind and body dont want to follow is just like i'm about to explode and boy oh boy I it going to be a beauty. I could always get some help but I know that I love my highs sooooooo much I... Read more
well well its Christmas yet again and I have remained well for 8 months now and still working hard at staying well,I have kept my job for 6 months and loving every moment of it,but my heart goes out to all that suffers with this shocking illness as its time for me to read back through my diary and reflect on some of the stupid things that I have... Read more
well hello everyone Its being a long time between writing but today seemed like a good day. It has now been 6 months without having any highs or lows and its a great feeling to be normal(what ever that is haha). Yes its been very hard work staying this way and boy oh boy have I wanted to just push it all to the side and go on a high... Read more
dear me, today you had a good day you started with doing the house work then you did the gardens and mowed the lawns you wern't even on a high but the same thing happened and you hubby just bought you down like a ton of bricks.yes he is recovering from opp and he is getting... Read more
hello everyone the days are good and I want to win this battle but deep down inside me I can feel its ugly head .My emotions are starting to screem out. I do know how to deal with this happening but something just dosn't want to ,its like I want to become manic and chuck the huge tantrum that's there. I dont know it's just a major... Read more
