Information and opinions on health from gertrude666 at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/8099/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/8099/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/8099/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/20080/here-we-go-again Wed, 06 Feb 2008 04:40:00 -0500 gertrude666 Well Well Its that time of the year were good old Gert is aboutto fall in a heap, I can feel it coming on its getting worse and worse I know what to do but my mind and body dont want to follow is just like i'm about to explode and boy oh boy I it going to be a beauty. I could always get some help but I know that I love my highs sooooooo much I just dont give a s*#t .I dont know why I keep doing this to myself its so nice feeling normal but... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/20080/here-we-go-again http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/18206/ready-fight-year Sun, 23 Dec 2007 07:01:00 -0500 gertrude666 well well its Christmas yet again and I have remained well for 8 months now and still working hard at staying well,I have kept my job for 6 months and loving every moment of it,but my heart goes out to all that suffers with this shocking illness as its time for me to read back through my diary and reflect on some of the stupid things that I have done early in the year,yes thats right just like all of you my life was begining to go up the creek... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/18206/ready-fight-year http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/17547/this-is-the-best Sun, 09 Dec 2007 06:43:00 -0500 gertrude666 well hello everyone Its being a long time between writing but today seemed like a good day.  It has now been 6 months without having any highs or lows and its a great feeling to be normal(what ever that is haha). Yes its been very hard work staying this way and boy oh boy have I wanted to just push it all to the side and go on a high (love my highs)but for my family's sake and myown I will remain strong and do all that is needed to... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/17547/this-is-the-best http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/14377/had-enough Mon, 01 Oct 2007 09:41:00 -0400 gertrude666 dear me,            today you had a good day you started with doing the house work then you did the gardens and mowed the lawns you wern't even on a high but the same thing happened and you hubby just bought you down like a ton of bricks.yes he is recovering from opp and he is getting depressed at not being able to do any thing but why take it out on me.he is not a bad person you love... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/14377/had-enough http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/14062/day-creeping Sat, 22 Sep 2007 23:17:00 -0400 gertrude666 hello everyone the days are good and I want to win this battle but deep down inside me I can feel its ugly head .My emotions are starting to screem out. I do know how to deal with this happening but something just dosn't want to ,its like I want to become manic and chuck the huge tantrum that's there. I dont know it's just a major thing to me it's like attention seeking or some thing.But because I have the know how on controling... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/14062/day-creeping http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/14048/gambling-addiction Sat, 22 Sep 2007 09:51:00 -0400 gertrude666 It's not just the fact that I gamble ,Its the fact that I use the computer to Gamble there are so many sights to go on I just dont know what to do any more.My hubby has even gone to the lengths of putting a block on it but I can access a computer any were.Is there any one out there who has some good answers,Yes I am Bipolar and it only comes on real bad when i am manic.Tere must be a way that I can talk here on this sight without asking my... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/14048/gambling-addiction http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/14045/day Sat, 22 Sep 2007 02:00:00 -0400 gertrude666 hello im a newbie to this sight so please be gentle with me ,I have had bipolar all my life and have done all the rubbish that comes with this illness .Now i have being medicated on the write meds for me and have had enough of draging my family through the mud over and over again.I am in a routine every day I get up at the same time I eat three meals and exercise dailey and have not become unwell for a long time now,But saying that it scares the... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/8099/14045/day