Information and opinions on health from jpw2008 at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/83694/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/83694/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/83694/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/153313/im-rut Sat, 26 May 2012 19:27:13 -0400 jpw2008 hi well im in a rut I havent felt like doing anything for a couple months it started with my teeth removal i didnt want it done the reason was that id go thru a depression period that is exactly what happened that added to the helplessness i already felt at least it is good weather here Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/153313/im-rut http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/152342/depression Mon, 23 Apr 2012 20:21:35 -0400 jpw2008 hi Well I am depressed This happened 4 years ago and it happened today too it seems to be a reaccouring thing with me I am very angry too which is part of the depression Cant eat very much again thats part of it I used food to cope and i cant eat as much It all makes too much sense Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/152342/depression http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/152004/life-passing Wed, 11 Apr 2012 12:26:09 -0400 jpw2008 hello i live with my mom She read in her journal about stuff in the past about me I felt uncomfortable about it She kept going making me more uncomfortable I dont do much by myself I am scared to do things by myself jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/152004/life-passing http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/150305/therapy Tue, 14 Feb 2012 14:39:59 -0500 jpw2008 hi I was told today that I need more therapy He was right I wish I didnt have to go I guess its for the best I just dont know how to deal with it Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/150305/therapy http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/150048/communication Sun, 05 Feb 2012 19:41:00 -0500 jpw2008 hi It has been so long I feel lonely so i spend money I isolate because no seems to be around I know this is not true I seem to be stuck in a rut During the week I try to get out the weekend kills jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/150048/communication http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/147816/feel-bit-place Tue, 06 Dec 2011 17:50:10 -0500 jpw2008 hi Everybody Am I at the right place I wasnt sure how to make a sharepost Ive been at the black end of the spectrum feeling a really bad depressive state I feel alone Im trying to get thru it Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/147816/feel-bit-place http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/146659/depression Wed, 09 Nov 2011 11:18:35 -0500 jpw2008 hi  mm When I get sick i get depressed I thought of suicide the pain is so bad i dont deal with pain Its a tooth that needs to be pull I have to wait till the 18th Im really dreading it I dont want to commit suicide I just feel hopeless Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/146659/depression http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/144686/positive Mon, 26 Sep 2011 19:58:12 -0400 jpw2008 hi folks I hope im not negative Im trying to keep busy I still have a hard time at large gatherings ive had more manic episodes during the summer I had little or no mania i couldnt even concentrate to write a sharepost jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/144686/positive http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/143672/understand Sun, 04 Sep 2011 18:59:43 -0400 jpw2008 hi Just dont understand this place the world and the people in general Just confused Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/143672/understand http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/142804/depression Sun, 14 Aug 2011 16:44:03 -0400 jpw2008 hi I dont care about my behavior Its been this way for months Im beginning to think I am stuck this way I still dont care what happens although I still worry about hurting others not myself I know thats ambivelent Im stuck Jon http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/83694/142804/depression