Why is it so easy for the one emotion, anger, to rear its ugly head when you're depressed? It only makes me feel worse afterwards. Yet, that seems to be the norm with me. I just had a huge argument with my spouse. I hate that it happened. I knew I was depressed and knew better than to try to talk. I know I'm not really angry at anybody but myself,... Read more
Hello everyone. May God fulfill all your needs for the day.
Today is a better day for me. Not really sure why, but not going to question it. I'm sure it's partially due to joining this group and finally letting go of some things. Thanks. The spinning in my head is better, the depression is there yet I will make it.
Maybe part of... Read more
Why am I doing this? Is it some inate need or desire that someone other than myself know what's in my head? I'm done now, thanks for listening.
It's stopped raining. Still windy though. I should get up and do something. No energy or want to.
I used to wonder why. Not anymore. I look at myself and don't like what I see. I look older than my years.
Is it worth it? Do I still care? YES, it is and I do!
Don't mind me, just random thoughts. I would rather be alone. I... Read more
Hello.
It's a cold, wet and dreary day. My wife's at work, the boys are in school and I'm...well I'm still here.
I truly hope all is going well with everyone.
I feel useless and insignificant. Funny, the whole world is falling apart around us and here I sit not caring.
Laid awake in bed last nite, mind wondering... Read more
