Information and opinions on health from misplaced texan at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/842119/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/842119/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/842119/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/89859/depression Thu, 08 Oct 2009 00:13:06 -0400 misplaced texan Why is it so easy for the one emotion, anger, to rear its ugly head when you're depressed? It only makes me feel worse afterwards. Yet, that seems to be the norm with me. I just had a huge argument with my spouse. I hate that it happened. I knew I was depressed and knew better than to try to talk. I know I'm not really angry at anybody but myself, and yet I take it out on the ones I love.   I was reading some of the other posts and one in... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/89859/depression http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/89130/great Fri, 02 Oct 2009 12:27:46 -0400 misplaced texan Hello everyone. May God fulfill all your needs for the day.   Today is a better day for me. Not really sure why, but not going to question it. I'm sure it's partially due to joining this group and finally letting go of some things. Thanks. The spinning in my head is better, the depression is there yet I will make it.   Maybe part of it is because of the excitement of the day for one of my sons. It's Homecoming Football nite. Jake... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/89130/great http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/89002/don Thu, 01 Oct 2009 14:00:18 -0400 misplaced texan Why am I doing this? Is it some inate need or desire that someone other than myself know what's in my head? I'm done now, thanks for listening. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/89002/don http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/89000/thoughts Thu, 01 Oct 2009 13:53:48 -0400 misplaced texan It's stopped raining. Still windy though. I should get up and do something. No energy or want to.   I used to wonder why. Not anymore. I look at myself and don't like what I see. I look older than my years.   Is it worth it? Do I still care? YES, it is and I do!   Don't mind me, just random thoughts. I would rather be alone. I look at the clock to check the time, not really looking forward to the noise, the chatter when... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/89000/thoughts http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/88985/start-day Thu, 01 Oct 2009 11:54:11 -0400 misplaced texan Hello.   It's a cold, wet and dreary day. My wife's at work, the boys are in school and I'm...well I'm still here.   I truly hope all is going well with everyone.   I feel useless and insignificant. Funny, the whole world is falling apart around us and here I sit not caring.   Laid awake in bed last nite, mind wondering as usual, not sure I should have joined this thing. I've become adept at hiding my feelings.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/88985/start-day http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/88864/talk Wed, 30 Sep 2009 15:58:52 -0400 misplaced texan i'm a man! was raised that the man takes care of his family. the man earns  and supports the family, not the wife. a stupid disability is preventing me from doing these things. i hate my life. the mind is powerful. i know i love my wife and kids. i don't understand. i feel there's no one close that i can really tell how i feel, what's going on inside my head, why i sometimes seem not to care when i do, why i get mad easy and yell at them... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/88864/talk http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/88861/start Wed, 30 Sep 2009 15:20:41 -0400 misplaced texan don't know where to start. don't feel comfortable talking about my depression, maybe easier to write it down. i know i'm not the only person ever disabled or depressed, and there's those worse off than me. doesn't help knowing that info though. do u ever feel lonelier around people, even family, than when u are alone? is it hard to feel good about anything? i try not to think about tomorrow, just trying to get thru today. quit believing in god.... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/842119/88861/start