Information and opinions on health from ~avarier~ at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/845807/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/845807/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/845807/index http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/845807/95745/mad-hell Sat, 21 Nov 2009 05:27:54 -0500 ~avarier~ I am so mad that i just wanna scream!!!!!!!!!!!!! For the first time my husband is sleeping with boxers on.  He usually sleeps with nothing.  It make wonder what he's thinking.  Am I that disgusting.  He doesn't want to kiss me like he use to.  There are so many emotions going on, I don't know what to think.  I feel like moving to another room in the house.  What should I do? Will I ever feel true... http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/845807/95745/mad-hell http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/845807/95636/initial Fri, 20 Nov 2009 05:19:42 -0500 ~avarier~ Well, yesturday was pretty hard.  I found out from my doctor that I have herpes.  It's like I've been stabbed while I'm consious.  I am really hoping that writing and talking about it will help me cope.  I am very speechless and tearful at this time. http://www.healthcentral.com/genital-herpes/c/845807/95636/initial