Thursday, May 31, 2012

Marishka's Posts

groundsquirrel

There are adorable ground squirrels here.  The other day, I saw a baby.  This was the cutest thing I have seen except for cats of course.  About, two inches long!   Thin legs, one half inch off the ground, skittering along.  Little cute face like a tiny squirrel.   I smiled and my heart... Read moreChevron

Hearts are bothering me, but so is my license plate! :) birds, cats, nature, silence, trees are not!

   I am all over the board.  I am going to request my heart count please go back to what it was, because 'they' took all my love away.  They took my hearrrttttssss. Where are all my hearts???? I want my hearts!!! :)  OK, have to make a joke of it.   Disorganized thinking.  Depression.  But my new license... Read moreChevron

Depression is Anger Turned Inwards/ 'earning hearts' / A+ for writing today

Depression often is said to be anger turned inwards.     Anger is thought to be a secondary emotion.  That is, under anger one is supposedly feeling powerless, helpless or fearful.   So underlying depression, one is supposedly feeling powerless, fearful or helpless.    I know for myself, I start by identifying... Read moreChevron

falling down the rabbit hole

You walk down the street, fall into a hole.  You take a long time to get out.     You walk down the same street, fall into the hole again, take a little less time to get out.  You walk down the same street, see the hole, but fall in again.   You walk down the same street, see the hole and walk around it.... Read moreChevron

rent room, apartment, townhome, home

I am confused.  And scared.  I have to pick something and do it.  And I don't know if I will be able to rent a home or townhome or apt.  My mother does not want to be on a year lease.   I don't think many places are other than that. I am sure I need more information. I am just very scared. Not enough support.   I... Read moreChevron