Friday, June 01, 2012
deandallen
  • deandallen
  • Location: Signal Hill, CA, United States
  • Gender: Male
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HEALTH INTERESTS:

Fibromyalgia and Back Pain: Osteo Arthritis with bone spurs - neck/back/shoulders/hips; and damaged disc in back; Chronic fatigue,  20+ yrs hiv - LTS (long term survivor)

DRUGS I AM TAKING:

Duragesic Patch - Fentanyl,  muscle relaxers,  naproxen

ABOUT ME:

I had a wonderful and active life, even with my long-running disease problem, but the arthritis, which is in my family, and was therefore expected, has become near-crippling. In fact, without the pain meds, I can sometimes barely leave my bed for no more than a few minutes. On my new medication I can do more, even leaving the house to buy groceries and see doctors, walking without my cane. It's an improvement. I had to stop working because Medicare stopped paying for my meds, which were a couple thousand dollars a month (about half of my income), and now, besides being in constant pain, sometimes horrible, sometimes somewhat controlled, I'm bored stiff, and lonely. Like most of us, all I have to look forward to is more pain as time goes by, and it's all I can do to hold on to my faith. I lost my Social Security for 2 years because they overpaid me, even though I informed them that they were, and in a few months my SDI ends and I have one entire year to get through with no income whatsoever. I want to go back to work, in some form, but who would hire me? I loved restaurant work, and always thought that in my later years, that would be my safety net, as far as employment, but now, I don't know where I could go that would work with my need to sit more than stand, and accept the times when pain attacks make it nearly impossible to do much. What a life! But, I read stories from poor souls who make me feel guilty, as I can still walk, and function (on my medications) and they can't. I'm in a temporary period of "not so bad", pain-wise. I'm grateful, and I wish I could somehow wave my hand and help everyone on this site feel better, too. That's it for now, subject to change, of course. (smile) Thanks for reading. -dean

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