Friday, June 01, 2012

H8ingmylifesometimes's Posts

Feelings about getting old.

I have been writing about my feelings of depression and through a bout of trouble breathing and relapse of my rheumatoid arthritis, I found out that my thyroid isn't working well and my blood work showed that my blood sugar was also very elevated. I have had my rheumatoid arthritis for a year now and was non compliant with my meds... Read moreChevron

New Year resolution

Since the new year is here and I have been in a major funk for the last month and a half, I am feeling a little better today so I have decided to make a new year resolution--:      I will TRY to write one POSITIVE thing every day about the day ahead and me...even if I feel like crap or had the worst day... Read moreChevron

A question for anyone who may know

 I have major depressive disorder and possibly bipolar (wouldn't surprise me) anyways, the question I have is this: I just found out that my thyroid is not working and I have been majorly depressed for over a month...can the function of or lack of thyroid effect how well your anti-depressive medicine works?  I currently take 90... Read moreChevron

Just some thoughts- venting

I have been living with depression for more than 20 years. I know it gets worse in the winter so I increase my doses until spring and it has worked so far...until this year. I am having such a hard time, I don't know what to do anymore. My doctor is away in Mexico and he is the only one I feel comfortable telling things to. I have gone through... Read moreChevron

Any help

I have a hard time keeping a job lately because I am so tired, all I do is sleep. I am in the medical field and don't know where to turn. I don't have a councellor because I have a trust issue as far as whether they will really help me.  I currently take 90 mg cymbalta, 1000mg depakote and ativan 0.5mg as needed.  I can't... Read moreChevron