i am 16. i suffer with depression badly and i am depressed always. i can't remember the last time i was happy. i would do almost anything to get out of school for a day or even a year. my life is great. i have a roof over my head and my parents are "rich." i get almost anything but i am not some bratty teenager that begs for everything she sees. i am the opposite. even though i have this wonderful life, i feel like crying alot. i hate myself. i hate my parents and i really hate my whole life. my faverot song is concrete angel and i think it reflects me some. the first half anyway. im not a scuisidal person. i have a councelor but he doesn't help. all he does is listen and thats about it. he doesn't say anything to help me. thats why i found this site so i could share my feelings. hopefully, someone will finally understand me. my three parents don't at all. mom is in denial that i have depression and my real dad doesn't seem to care. i know he does but he shows it wierdly. my step dad follows my mom so he is also in denial.