Information and opinions on health from pawlla at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/912806/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/912806/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/912806/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/912806/149384/time Tue, 17 Jan 2012 21:38:37 -0500 pawlla There are times when I just want to get away, just leave it all behind and be by myself for a while but I feel guilty because I have two kids who depend on me.  It's hard.  I want to be a better mom, I want to go back to work, I want to live as I did 3 years ago, before all of this became like a ball and chain.  http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/912806/149384/time