Information and opinions on health from Marlene R. Lovejoy at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/91759/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/91759/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/91759/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/91759/41420/downside-disorder Thu, 18 Sep 2008 15:20:36 -0400 Marlene R. Lovejoy     "Am I going crazy?" was my first thought when the whirlwind started spinning inside of my head.  "What is happening to me?"  I had been severely depressed for 3 weeks; the awful melancholy, grayness, emptiness, & thoughts of suicide prevailed.  I could not shake it.  Then, came the abrupt change, like flipping a switch: thoughts rushing through my head, tons of energy, brilliant... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/91759/41420/downside-disorder