all day i have to try hard to remember things and to access my own mind... i can barely remember what i eat for dinner most night.. but as soon as i fall asleep i have these vivid dreams where it seems like all the things i registered from my day come forward... but as soon as i wake up i can only remember bits and peices... though sometimes... Read more
im not on antidepressents but i constantly feel numb, like my bain is empty, and like my heart is barely beating... it's my seinor year and i'm not even excited, i just got a internship with my bestfriend and i dont feel any thing at all.... but worst of all me and my boyfriend of almost 3 years are moving in with eachother this summer and im... Read more
i've screamed out for for over a year now and no one helps me... and you wonder why i have changed... transformed into this person who hates herself and questions why you still love her... i dont see how you could still love someone totally different from the one you used to know... cant you hear me screaming it's loud and clear... help me before... Read more
every bit of love and compassion has left my heart. i have been with my boyfriend for 2 years and some months and over the last 2-3 months i have lost every emotion. it feels like my heart is empty and i can barely feel it beating in my chest. when i found out my gandmother was in the hospital i felt nothing but guilt and sadness for not feeling... Read more
