Thursday, May 31, 2012

LyraStorm's Posts

What happened after my birthday

Just a quick note to let those who were wondering about what happened after my last post regarding my birthday and feeling like my boyfriend didn't give me enough thought what ended up happening.   I spoke to him a few days later and he said that he just wanted to get me something that he was sure I would want and apologised that it made me... Read moreChevron

Birthday Blues

I keep telling myself I didn't expect anything - nobody ever goes to great lengths for me after all - but truthfully I didn't just wish and want, I did sort of expect...   What am I talking about? Yesterday was my birthday. It went ok at first - more people than usual realised and posted a message on my wall on facebook, I got texts from a... Read moreChevron

Arguments

Aren't arguments horrible? Anger flares, people scream out hurtful things, often there is violence being directed somewhere (normally, and hopefully, towards inanimate objects) as people vent there frustrations. Certain things are said simply to try and win the argument. Other times truths come out that the other person has been too polite or... Read moreChevron

Toxic environment

I struggled with my mental health all last week. I caught up with my boyfriend this weekend and managed to pull myself together a bit. I return home and the house is a pig-sty so I spend all afternoon cleaning, I argue with my older brother, and my mum then whinges that I used something she told me as part of my argument. I feel teary and like... Read moreChevron

Catch me, I'm falling

Don't you hate it when you can feel yourself falling down the rabbit hole and nothing you do seems to be able to stop it... though maybe it does slow the descent some. I'm still not sure that that is helpful though - maybe it is better to just hurry up and have the dip so it can be over with already?   I'm not sure why I'm falling this... Read moreChevron