Yesterday I spent nearly all the day in bed. I slept part of the time, but "thought" part of the time...about the things I should be doing and how come I couldn't get out of bed. But I could not. It came to me...am I just lazy or depressed? I can get myself to work on time and take care of my daughter, but there are periods... Read more
I have been very down lately, and a weekend by myself was coming up. I asked my friend J...supposedly one of my support people, to help me by keeping an eye on me over the weekend. i aknowledged that J had a lot going on in her life right now, and if it was too much trouble to tell me.I have been trying to cultivate a new friendship... Read more
This popped into my head while I was writing in my journal. Thanks to ctrygirl, for giving me the courage to put it up here. My mind can crawl faster than lightand race so slowly, I have time to observe each thought in all its delicate detail,before it speeds by, chased by another slow string of notesyet the observation changes... Read more
I was listening to music this afternoon and I have several songs that remind me of being bipolar in my music queue. I know this sounds schmaltzy, but what is your favorite song that represents you as yourself with bipolar disorder? My favorite song representing my manic periods is Drops of Jupitor by train, among several others. ... Read more
Boy, what a week. I went to see my pdoc on Tuesday as i have been feeling pretty down/depressed for a while now...nothing very dramatic but nothing good...just plodding through the days doing routine things. He changed my meds and I started the change and then...my daughter and I had the flu. So, between taking care of her... Read more
