Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Shandy's Posts

Can People Change???

So most of you know what has been going to with me to an extent.I ended up in the hospital for a week due to my son's father's abusive behavior. When I got out I took my son and ran. Big Chad then went to the judge in his small town and told them that I was mentally unstable and that I could not care for my child. The police then came and... Read moreChevron

The Unknown

I hate the unknown!  I have done everything I can think of to help my case on Monday.  I have been trying to stay level headed, but it is so hard.  My baby is my life I have done everything for him since he was born.  I don't want them to decide I have to stay in NC because I need to be around MY family and my son would be... Read moreChevron

God help me please

So since I went to the hospital and was diagnosed with Bipolar my EX has had a judge sign an emergency custody order, so yesterday they came and took my baby. DHS has come by because my EX says that I harm the baby and threaten to kill him. I am so overwhelmed. I feel like my heart has been ripped out, put in a blender, and shredded.  I... Read moreChevron

Spent the last week in the Psych ward

So I tried to kill myself and realized that I should take myself to the hospital and admit myself.  My "boyfriend" told me that checking myself in was a cop out and that I need to just get over it.  I told him something is wrong in my head-- of course I was trying to take the easy way out b/c that is what I do.  When... Read moreChevron

Today is a new day

I started Seroquel 2 days ago, but sleep is still hard to come by for me.  My doctor wants me to try this for a week and come back in and see him.  He said he would get me into a psychiatrist.  See I'm on Medicaid and there is only one psychiatrist they send patients to, I've already seen this guy and he never spoke with me... Read moreChevron