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bellagirl on Bipolar
Saturday, February 19 2011
I have pondered for the past few years the idea of dating someone bipolar and what it would be like. My family thinks it is a bad idea, I guess maybe if we both went into a mania or depression together it would be twice as dangerous or twice as scary I am assuming. However, there is this deep yearning of wanting to have a relationship with someone... Read more
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bellagirl on Bipolar
Tuesday, February 15 2011
Confusing and a bit shameful feelings.....I almost think I miss my dillusional and racing thoughts I used to have. I would like to know if anyone feels the same way. I am concerned that I am almost trying to relive some of the dillusions by subconscienesly trying to trigger them by visiting places and repeating actions I was did when I was sick.... Read more
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bellagirl on Bipolar
Saturday, February 12 2011
Doesn't it seem like every time your life seems to get a little bit together and start to be happy once again, boom! It has to be taken away....but then again how long has it been since I have had "true" happiness and not the veil of manic happiness. After the psychotic break I had last September, it seems like time can't go fast enough to get... Read more
