Information and opinions on health from bellagirl at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/942446/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/942446/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/942446/index http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/942446/132231/bipolar-bipolar Sat, 19 Feb 2011 15:25:59 -0500 bellagirl I have pondered for the past few years the idea of dating someone bipolar and what it would be like. My family thinks it is a bad idea, I guess maybe if we both went into a mania or depression together it would be twice as dangerous or twice as scary I am assuming. However, there is this deep yearning of wanting to have a relationship with someone who has been through something similar, someone who can relate to me and truly understand me... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/942446/132231/bipolar-bipolar http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/942446/131871/lonely-mind Tue, 15 Feb 2011 15:56:21 -0500 bellagirl Confusing and a bit shameful feelings.....I almost think I miss my dillusional and racing thoughts I used to have. I would like to know if anyone feels the same way. I am concerned that I am almost trying to relive some of the dillusions by subconscienesly trying to trigger them by visiting places and repeating actions I was did when I was sick. Don't get me wrong, I don't take it so far as to do anything dangerous or risky, I just want to be... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/942446/131871/lonely-mind http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/942446/131628/passing-recovery Sat, 12 Feb 2011 15:32:23 -0500 bellagirl Doesn't it seem like every time your life seems to get a little bit together and start to be happy once again, boom! It has to be taken away....but then again how long has it been since I have had "true" happiness and not the veil of manic happiness. After the psychotic break I had last September, it seems like time can't go fast enough to get away from those memories and all the ridiculous and God awful dillusions that brought me to the... http://www.healthcentral.com/bipolar/c/942446/131628/passing-recovery