My ex-wife was diagnosed with schizophrenia about 7 years after we divorced (she had no symptoms of the disorder during our 18 year marriage so it really suprised me that it hit her so late in life). She has been married to a physician for about 3 years now and he is planning to divorce her as her delusions have taken its toll... Read more
I've posted several times relative to a conflictual relationship (she has sz) I've been coping with for approximately 3 years (both of us have been trying to cope). Getting into the relationship I had no warning that a breakdown was eminent, and it happened exactly 14 months ago and it's been a nightmare. To abbreviate and... Read more
I've been away from her for about 2 weeks now and able to see things more realistically because I'm able to detach and take my emotions out of the equasion. I see the pragmatic side of it now, a panoramic view.She has had hundreds of deeply disturbing psychotic experiences over the last year that in her delusion, she believes I... Read more
I just shared a post that my fiancee told me to leave the home last night because she did not love me anymore because of all the torment I caused her the last year (psychotic experiences that never happened in real life). I moved out. She just sent me a text message that reads, "I love you Marty." How can someone love a person that they... Read more
I journaled earlier this morning but I may have not sent it to the site. I am grieving today. After talking to her father's pastor and then later her father, she told me last night that I was evil and had caused all the torment she has experienced over the last year. She told me that she no longer loved me and wanted me to leave. She said that... Read more
