Information and opinions on health from Jannie07 at HealthCentral.com. HealthCentral.com is one of the top health destinations on the Web, with more than 35 condition-specific, wellness and general health Web properties. http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/989788/index http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/989788/rss self application/xml en-us 15 120 19 http://www.healthcentral.com/images/hc_logo_sm.gif http://www.healthcentral.com/profiles/c/989788/index http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/989788/131692/day Sun, 13 Feb 2011 15:50:32 -0500 Jannie07 What was supposed to be a great day started out terrible. The family and I were taking a day trip to see my kids and have a little birthday party for my daughter and my niece. I could not sleep the night before, so I woke up in not the best of moods. It took at 30 minutes to get the cars loaded up and finally get everyone in and on the road, I was very frustrated b/c now we were running late. Went to pick up my son that lives here in town and... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/989788/131692/day http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/989788/131259/1-month-ago Tue, 08 Feb 2011 13:22:08 -0500 Jannie07 January 7th 2011 I shot myself. My life will never be the same. Some how I survived and am still recovering, getting a little better every day. I would love to hear from others that have survived suicide attempts. People tell me I have the opportunity to start my life over, but not sure how to go about doing this. What steps do I take to make the positive changes that need to be made and not fall back into the way things use to be? Most days I... http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/989788/131259/1-month-ago http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/989788/131095/just-here Sun, 06 Feb 2011 19:30:13 -0500 Jannie07 Today I  am just here. No motivation, no nothing really. If it was not for my family I probably would not have gotten out of bed today.   Please let tomorrow be a better day. http://www.healthcentral.com/depression/c/989788/131095/just-here