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Rusty on Bipolar
Monday, March 24 2008
The episode is over. It was awful. He is over it and we have talked about it and reflected on it. He has said that if I see that happening again, I am to leave immediately and I am to turn my phone off for 2 days. He has said "sorry" and that I did nothing wrong, for the first time since I met him. He said its like there's... Read more
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Rusty on Bipolar
Monday, March 17 2008
He's sick and I'm miserable. Its so hard. Not only am I the one who does the caring and the worrying and the loving but I'm also the frontline for his bipolar abuse and target practice. I know....He can't help it. It's the bipolar talking.....It's the bipolar who has stolen the one I love and a horrible imposter... Read more
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Rusty on Bipolar
Friday, March 14 2008
Well the bubble has finally burst!. He had been well for more than 9 months, the longest time in our 4 year relationshipI guess I saw the signs a few weeks ago...... Spending an incredible amount of time at golf, surfing, cards, not coming over,completely ignoring our relationship, being very self indulgent and self centred, complaining about the... Read more
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Rusty on Bipolar
Wednesday, February 13 2008
I spend a lot of time trying to understand my partner's BP and help him in whatever way I can. He has been well for about 8 months now with treatment. Anyway, this week I have been sick....suspected kidney stone ( pain and discomfort)and generally feeling not okay. I have kept working, kept my single parent household going,... Read more
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Rusty on Bipolar
Sunday, January 13 2008
I have had a resurgence of some feelings of depression/anxiety in the last 6 months. I wasn't sure if it was perimenopause and hormonal so I went to the Doc. She upped my usual dose of Zoloft which works well on me but there was little change. Anyway....after a number I tests it was found I have a vitamin B12 deficiency. I did a... Read more
