Thoughts About My RA
My hands hurt and my fingers ache,
For the life of me I just can't shake,
This feeling of fear clinging to me
Like dirty ole' bark on a tree.
It's fear of the unknown
And what's worse...
Fear of the known
My anxiety sometimes turns to panic,
I think and think until I become frantic
Sometimes I feel a weird kind of shame
I never wanted this sickly fame
This isn't the plan I had for my life
To live with the aches and pains and strife
How do I continue on each day
Trying to live my normal way?
It's all changed from what I had dreamed
This RA was not in my plans or schemes.
I want to close my eyes and pretend for a while
That I'm normal again, and can live with style.
So I hold out for hope today
Hope for an RA cure or a better way
Hope that I can live my life pain free
Enjoying most days, enjoying ME!
Christ is my faith, hope and belief.
Science alone won't bring me relief,
So, i'll pray each day for God to heal,
To show a way, or a cure to reveal.


It is so bright I need sun glasses today, this won't belong because I have to go to clothes line and get a hat and pair of my pants and a small quilted quilt that my mothermade for me, but anyway, to where I got the gloves, I get a book called Home Sew and they are in there, there called Hand aids, The address Is Home-Sew Inc. P.o.box4099 Bethlehem,PA 18018-0099 the telephone numbeer is 1-800-344-4739, I hope this helps. I n fact I have got to get a pair they arfe made of nylon spandex fit small womens through large men's S- 2 1/2" across knuckles M-3"'across knuckles,L-3-3/4 ''or xL-4-3/8across knuckles the order no is PH63-Glovespg 29 or fax 610-867-9717 Hope this helps you in any way.bearlover

Thanks for the inspiring poem so well written and so true to what i feel as well. God Bless!
Thank you. Sometimes writing it down is the only way to really cope.