No it is not in your head. Although I have the same thoughts on a very regular occasion. Or the thought that since the humira has not kicked in maybe I don't really have this. Denial is not jsut a river in Egypt.
Thanks for the input. I don't have the RF factor so I tend to think the doctor has made a mistake. That just feeds my "all in my head" thinking. It came on very quickly (I would say over the course of 6 months) and in many posts I've read people indicate they thought they had it for years before diagnosis. Does it make sense that I just happened to be lucky enough to be diagnosed that quickly?
Its funny. I had a chainsaw "incident" several years back and I'm even thinking that maybe the erosions they found are actually from the chainsaw. I tried that but the doctor said the uninvolved hand was actually worse.
It's not in your head, I don't think so anyway! It affects many joints. Some days I have it in my knee, then it will switch to the other knee. The next week it will be my elbow and shoulder, etc. I'm glad that you finally got a diagnosis and I hope the meds work out.