side effects ?

And then as trivial as it will sound to most grown ups out there.....then Michael Jackson died  .....and that broke my heart.....I was the "Michael Jackson girl " in high school....and that was many years ago....I've grown up and left the posters, buttons, Pepsi cans, shoestrings, glitter gloves etc behind...I still loved his music but I grew up and wasn't outwardly the fan I once was.....

While bringing him into this may seem odd.....his death has taken a toll on me....like losing a family member....maybe harder.

As if being unemployed & financially drained wasn't enough to get this RA all riled up...that pushed me over the proverbial edge....

Maybe I need to "vent" more often....so I don't get so close to the edge in the first place? 

But ongoing venting seems like complaining, nagging....feeling sorry for myself....and I hate that too.

Sometimes it's easier to shut down.....

So there it is....another rant and rave from Jene.

Sorry for the negativity.....really I'm trying to work on it