Well, it'll be two years this year that I was diagnosed with RA.  I've been on a constant roller coaster and now things are finally looking better.  I just began Humira a month ago and immediately after injecting it the very next day I woke up with no morning stiffness.  I didn't get my hopes up it would last but after a month later I feel the best I've felt in 8 years.  I feel like crying when I think about it, it's like a miracle.  I've been on such a roller coaster for almost 10 years and finally some relief and a diagnosis.  I'm finally just beginning to feel comfortable enough with the disease to open up to people about it and I'm beginning to accept it.  I still have days I feel tired but not waking up with morning stiffness at least makes me feel somewhat 22 again.  It's been a long long road but the clouds are looking more and more blue everyday.  But now that I'm feeling better I have new concerns and questions for everyone.  I want to go back to college and pick up my life where I left off.  I'm concerned that if I begin working I'm going to lose all of my financial benefits that cover all of my medicines and hospital bills.  If I go back to college and after I get my degree and begin working what kind of health insurance is out there to help people with RA?  And if I get my degree and get out there working a 40,000 dollar a year job is not going to cover my financial expenses.  So where do I go?  What do I do?  I don't want to stay a broke hermit with no job the rest of my life because I have RA but I can't afford to lose the medicine that's keeping me afloat either right now.  Any suggestions?