RA just makes me crazy

Yeah another gripe about the wonders of this ever so mysterious RA. I'm tired, literally, I have never been so tired in my life and for no apparent reason. I have been bed and couch ridden for a few days with no actual complaint, just very tired, weak. It is so hard to get others to understand probably because I don't understand. I have not ran a marathon or anything just woke up like this and then went back to bed. And then suddenly I am fine, awake, alert. Slow and sore but ready to clean and work and get things done. My son returned from Iraq last week, Oh happy day!!!!! I have been waiting for this, so excited. Yea well I could barely walk around the whole time he was here. No fun what so ever. I slept alot and sat on the couch alot. It's not fair, RA ruins everything. It absolutely ruins everything some how some way. The couple of weeks before he got back I was taking walks at the park, cleaning the spare room for his arrival, helped my hubby in the yard, feeling really awesome and healthy. Sorry, but I needed to gripe. It just makes me mad that my body would do that to me at such an important time. I think maybe RA reacts to adrenaline or whatever your body does when it is excited or anticipating something really awesome. It sure knows how to mess up a good time. Thanks for letting me gripe.