Dealing with life..

Hi Im new to this site..Im a 32 yr old mother of 5 beautiful kids..Ive been diagnosed with RA..Fibromylgia..and Lupus. Not fun let me tell ya! I was diagnosed with Lupus at 20yrs old..but didnt know what that was so never took care of my self until 4to 5 yrs ago...when I was in so much pain then started getting other symptoms and was diagnosed with everything else..THis last year has been such a struggle..I dont know how I do it.. I have my husband and my kids that do help me ..but since my husband works so much and is gone days on end..I have to rely on God and Myself..I guess my family is to busy with there own lives and to them I really don't look sick..Its hard..very depressing at times..I didnt know live could be like this..Especially when I was so active...Always at the gym..I cant even open my own med bottles..or walk..The heels on my feet hurt so bad..My husband literally have to hold me up...I feel like screaming at times because Im sure everyone here knows ..we just feel alone..Or at least I do..I have noone to talk to about this..Im so glad I found this sight! ITs such a relief to know that Im not going nutts!! and that there is a lite at the end of the tunnel!