Ya ever have "one of those day's"??

Well" i'm having one of those days now! Actually it started yesterday morning-when i woke up. I somtimes really want to just stop taking this methotrexate so bad. But somewhere way back in my brain..i know this too-shall pass. I have been feeling this overwelming fatique that is so close to that dark place..that i have been a few times before. I'm trying my best to avoid that place today! I know deep down inside..that i have got to fight this with all my might, so that is why i am writing on here today..i am already feeling more powerful over this fight as i write. So thank you for letting me do so. It's just that these RA meds can be just as bad as the RA for me at times, and i feel like stopping the drugs rather then deal with their side effects. But realistically i have no choice, but to take these crappy meds. But i must say that i am feeling a little better now..just venting....Thanks