thoughts

Hi everyone,

I have never done this before. I have been dealing with RA on my own for 4 years. No matter how supportive freiends and family are, they dont understand the pain and they dont know what it is like. I am sick of doing it alone. 4 years down the track and they are still trying different medications. I am going into hospital on Monday - treatment and rest. I dont know where I am going or what to do. Do you feel depression? I can't even be bothered getting out of bed - it hurts too much - my heart, my head and my joints??? HELP :)