I'm currently having a flare due to stress. Aches and fatigue. Yet here I am at work because I have to be ... why? Well aside from the obvious things like paying rent and groceries?
I work to have health insurance. Without insurance I can't afford the treatments I need to function. It's a pretty simple concept.
So why did I get so stressed out? Because my employer has decided to yet again change insurance plans. Yay for me!
They're switching us from a BCBS high deductible, which I didn't love but could handle since it covered what I needed, to a UHC plan. Currently my rheumy's office ISN'T in network with UHC. They're in the process of becoming so but I don't know how long that will take or how long of a delay in Orencia infusions I will be facing after the first of the year. Naturally, that is VERY upsetting to me since I seriously don't do well without my regular Orencia treatments.
I've also learned that I will be spending quite a bit more out of pocket everything WITH insurance on this new plan ... money that I don't have. So my husband and I are going to have to finish out our lease in our apartment and then move (again) to a cheaper place (if we can find one) in order for me to stay on my treatments, which aren't optional.
I'm very frustrated right now at how stupid and screwed up our health care system is. And I know that there are MANY people whose circumstances are far worse than mine are right now. My thoughts and prayers are with all those who need treatments and struggle every single day just to get by with a chronic illness. <3


I think I know somewhat how you feel, Ambra. One of my biggest fears is losing my job, or not being able to work. I carry our insurance because it is better than what my husband has available. I do have UHC, and it is really good coverage. We have three UHC plans available to us at work. I have the most expensive plan, but I'm glad that is what I had when I was Dx with RA. I do need to work for financial reasons, but the health insurance is even a more driving force. I have to have my meds, or I would be in bed all day, every day. The thought of not having meds available is a scary thing. I don't know what is going to happen with our health care system. I just keep praying that somehow the powers that be will figure something out that will work.
Blessings,
V
Thank you. I have a meeting with the insurance rep this morning so hopefully I will find out what coverage I will have exactly and how much poorer I'm going to be. I'm trying to just keep my chin up and hope for the best... what else can ya do after all? Thank you for the encouragement, I hope you have a "good" day. :)