People still amaze me..... 34 years on this earth and you get something new every day. I have had my Faith questioned because I went to court with a friend.
Because I didn't stop talking to people I knew did drugs (even though I have NEVER by the pure grace of God tried anything of th...
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Hollybgroovin
Wednesday, April 23, 2008 at 11:17 AMre: Faith
Gizelle Sullivan
Thursday, April 24, 2008 at 12:27 AMOH How beautiful!! and your so correct too.. for the most part I know there is a reason for everything, including this. I say for the most because I know as you probably do that some days it feels like life is not fair and no one understands.. but i guess 80/20 isnt too bad to believe it all things come for a reason.. And i have only been on this path about 8 months now.. What I think i found amazing the other day is something my Pastor said.. When i first got sick it hit my like a MACK truck, no warnings whatsoever. I got prayed for so much I felt like you could deepfry my head from all the oil (pentecostal) and i was told "even when your in pain, dont tell anyone because then you will be destroying your faith that God has healed you" OK so fine, I don't tell anyone.. or anyone at church.. ON my bad days. Like this last Sunday.. I am very slow. I can't clap (OUCH!) I was white as a sheet from throwing up and everyone asks me "how you doing? are you in pain" to which i answered "Im fine" and My pastor (and very good freind) says "dont lie to me honey i can see your hurting" i stopped him dead in his words and say "
ohhh nooo if I am not allowed to say it, dont you think you are"
I know the mean well but what can I do but walk away and know i am still in God's will..
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Margaret
Thursday, May 08, 2008 at 01:58 PMHi, I can agree with your comments regarding people's perception of others who are struggling with chronic illnesses and how they like to say that if your faith was strong enough you would not be ill! Two pastors told me that obviously I am not a "saved" Christian because if I used to pray, the Lord would not allow these things to happen to me! My response was that the Lord uses people in many different ways, and if this is His way for me to bring people closer to Him, so be it. I have rheumatoid arthritis, sjogrens syndrome, fibromyalgia, scoliosis and osteopenia and take quite a bit of medication. Because I do not look sick, which is what I am told, then people sometime think you are faking it. Who wants to be in pain all the time? Furthermore, a lot of people have never heard of some of the chronic illnesses I have.
In all things, I see give God thanks. When I wake up in the morning I thank Him for bringing me to another day and pray that I will have the strength to make it through the day, some days are more difficult than others, but it could be a lot worse.
I pray that your faith will always be steadfast and know that God does not put more on us than we can bear.
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Psalm 46:10
Anonymous
Thursday, July 17, 2008 at 09:59 PMYour post inspires and saddens me. You seem to have a handle on your faith and that God has a purpose and plan for each of us. I am a pastor's wife and it makes me very sad to hear the comments that have been made to you. These people obviously do not understand their God and His grace. There are so many Godly people in scripture who were afflicted in so many different ways and God was glorified through their afflictions.
Never forget that God does not love us for what we do. He loves us for who we are, His children.
I do not have the official diagnosis of RA, but my doctor suspects that is what I am experiencing. I am waiting for the results of bloodwork. I am not a patient person, but I rest in the undeniable fact in Psam 46:10... "Be still and know that I am God." He has everything under control. He is God and I am not!!
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Gizelle Sullivan
Friday, July 18, 2008 at 12:30 AMThank you!
Your right! he is God and I am not I have to remind myself of that same statement every day when I want to pick up and take back what I have given him to fix.
I have peace about my healing now. I am healed. Whole and complete healing from head to toe! and if I have to wait till i am called home to see it. Then i am ok with that because God has never let me down.
I still struggle with what people say though. To the point of after moving to a new church I am hiding my RA from them. I can trust in the Lord. I just can't find it in my heart to trust in people anymore..
God Bless you
and Thank you
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Don't ever let others bring you down, or tell you that you are not truely a christian because you are sick. I firmly believe that God has a plan for each and every person he has given this disease to. I also believe that he doesn't give us more than we can handle. That's part of the reason I always say that it seems that God has given this disease to the strong ones. In my situation I believe that God has given me this disease to let me help others know that they are not alone and that they have others who understand. You have a great outlook despite how others judge you. Keep that up. And while others may sit around judging you or not believing you are ill, you keep sharing and know that you are helping others. You are doing what God would have you do. Keep it up!
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