Another day with R.A.

Today I woke up feeling o.k. trying to prepare my mind and body for work, so much thats needed to be done around the house before I set out on my journey to work, really not looking forward to having to put on a new face at work, seeming how people expect meto be chipper, and I am usually the one to cheer every one else up. Is there anyone out there who could cheer me up? Is there anyone out who is willing to respond? This is not easy for me as I know its is not easy for those who are suffering with R.A.. I realize that some people are suffering more than I am, But right now I am feeling so lost.