Thanks everyone for the responses and the encouragement.... Here is an update...

Well first of all thank you all for the encouragement and advice. This is all scary for me as all I ever wanted to do is fly tacticly (blow crap up). Well I have now been grounded for six months although they did give me an 18 hour up chit for a training mission so I could show someone else how to do something. I had to come off all my meds for a week (man was I sore that week). Anyways yesterday was another visit to my rheumie. Lets just say it did not go as well. Bad news is I could not talk him out of keeping me on prednisone, good news is I'm now down to 2.5 mg (half a pill) of prednisone. He is keeping my meth (everytime i say im on meth it just sounds bad lol) at the same dose which is 24 mg once a week and started me on 200mg of hydroxychloroquine (has anyone ever taken this before). The joke around the squadron right now is that im a cancer and malaria patient. One of my friends said today " You could make some bank when we go to central america". Well my spirits have been up most likely because my wife gets home from deployment in 5 days but I have noticed at work I have some mood swings towards some co-workers. Does anyone have that problem too? Well everyone thanks for letting me rant on I will now cut this short and I promise to do a better job respond to your comments. Thanks again for the support.