I just went to a RA doctor for testing.  I received a letter from their office indicating that I have the RA factor and in my hands, osteo.  Then it says treatment will be discussed upon my next appointment, which is another month away.  I think I have had this for a number of  years but I have a high pain tolerance and I have somehow managed to make it through the painful times.....until lately.  I lost my mother three months ago and now, it just seems that I am tired of dealing with all this discomfort.  I have to literally beat myself to get up and get things done around the house.  I'm so exhausted all the time and have no energy.  I simply feel like I'm too tired to work or do anything.  I don't like taking medication but the way I feel right now, I'd take anything to make the pain go away for even a little while.