I am a 35 y.o. female. For the past 15 years or so, various doctors have been telling me that I have some type of autoimmune disease. They were basing their opinions on blood work, mainly a positive ANA, and other things. (The last ANA I personally saw the results of was done 8 years ago and it was 1:320. From my research, it seems that some people don't even consider that very high.) The doctor I have seen for the past 2 years has finally told me I have RA. At first he thought fibromyalgia cuz my rheumatoid factor was negative, even tho he was almost positive it was RA. Nothing we did to treat it helped. He felt sure I had some kind of arthritis going on. Last year he did more blood work. My CCP level was elevated so he said I def have rheumatoid arthritis. Can't remember my exact level now. Does that elevated level mean that I DO DEFINITELY have it?? He also did x-rays of my hands. Didn't say much about em...just that they showed what he expected and that my hands would def get the worst of the RA and I would be having lots of problems with them in years to come. At this point, my hands are terrible. Some of my knuckle joints are starting to look disfigured and the HURT. Sometimes I have trouble opening a bottle of medicine or a jar. I AM ONLY 35 YEARS OLD! The pain in both knees is nearly unbearable at times. Recently, my 3 middle toes on each foot have been hurting terribly upon my getting out of bed. Occasionally, like today, my elbows hurt. (They are KILLING me today.) Sometimes my ankles hurt. My neck and back also give me fits but not sure if it's related to possibly having RA. I feel absolutely awful more often than not. I stay tired and generally blah feeling. And living with near-constant pain is getting on my last nerve. Not to mention the fear, anger, disgust, and shame I feel when I can't do something like open a jar or go bowling with my family. (Sticking my fingers in that ball and trying to throw it then was excruciating, not to mention the actions of tossing the ball were very uncomfortable on my knees, etc.) I have read that with RA you go through flares, but mine doesn't really appear to do that...I don't guess anyway. I have periods where more joints hurt and/or hurt worse, but my hands and knees for instance hurt all the time. Is that typical?? Here's the reason for my posting: My doc got the CCP result, told me that I def do have RA. He then proceeded to tell me that the meds to treat RA are almost as bad as the RA itself and that he would be very reluctant to put me on any of them, especially at my age. He said that I need to just stay very active, take over the counter meds when necessary for pain, and try to live as if I don't have it. He told me that he wouldn't consider treatment unless and until I get to the point where I just cannot function. He told me that it's almost a given that I will reach a point where I can't use my hands and where I will have trouble functioning. He said there's no way to know how far off that is, said things may not get any worse for years or they may get really bad in a matter of months. So I am left with QUESTIONS!! ( I really think my doc just doesn't want me to freak out over the diagnosis and kinda throw my hands up and say "Oh well, that's it, I have this terrible thing and can't function now." So he's trying to be really low-key about it all.) (1) Do I def have RA based on the CCP result?? (2) What does my future prognosis look like?? I am a teacher...HOW can I function without the full use of my hands??? (3) Should I seek the opinion of a rheumatologist just to see if I can do anything more than I am doing?? I just need info and advice from people who have been here cuz I am starting to kinda lose it. I mean, a year ago, I cudda bowled with my kids and now I can't!! When will the day come when I am unable to open a bottle of medicine permanently?? UGH! I need the guidance, wisdom, and advice of those who have been where I am!






Thank you for your reply! I am wondering if I also don't have Sjorgren's as well, but have never discussed that possibility with my doc. Really don't wanna have ANYTHING! HA! If you don't mind my asking, what is PsA? Don't think I have ever hear of that.