hi i am 15 years o9ld i was diagnosed with JIA when i was twelve and have been taking methotrexate (15mg/week)since.
i feel tired all the time and I am always getting coughs, colds and headaches, i miss a fair bit of school and i have trouble meeting my coursework and homework deadlines becasue of it. This also makes me feel anxious because i feel like i am failibng at school and I get off by teachers for not having my homework done but I don't want to tell them
I also feel depressed a lot of the time and have considered suicide a few time. I don't want to get better I just wnat to die. I don't want to talk to my parents or doctors about it.
How much of this could be linked to the medicine?
I really really don't know what to do please help as quickly as possible because i think my family would be devastated if i killed myself. Jenny