every time i think my day is going good, i hear a voice cutting me down in the worst way. it really sucks. it's like the person i hear im my head knows exactly who i am, and loves to push all the right buttons to make me angry. man i hate that. went back to smoking again. don't really care though. sometimes i think i want to get cancer or someting and die at an early age. I know that's a morbid thought though. I can't help it though. i get some sort of satisfaction out of thinking that i am slowly killing myself by smoking cigarettes. would love to hear from someone.
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