tonight i took my medicine as i have done everynight for ten years. my eyes were bothering me really bad i couldn't hold them open. i had constant blinking. i live in a sunny state and today it was like white blindness conditions trying to drive. i mean the clouds were low puffy and white, and we had tornadoe warnings to the north and south. tonight i had something come out of my eye. a crumb from a virant eyelash. it must have been caused by overstressed contact lenses years ago. when the crumb came out of my eye tonight i felt i had a miracle. i want to wear contact lenses again. but then i would have wearer's problems. like more virant eyelashes. living in a sunny state i have to protect my eyes. i have to have shades. my pupils are tiny from so much light all the time... the damage is done. i shall be an old woman with her vision going white.  at the same time i had my vision clear up i felt my schizophrenia clear up. i wanted to wake up and put my glasses on and try them out again.