Imagine being so insanely parnoid that you thought Presidents and first ladies and movie stars were conducting a psychological war game against you. That they had your own family hurting you for them, aswell as alot of your neighbors. Either paying them off or promising them jobs in showbusiness. I thought that in the early 1990's.
Imagine it dawning on you that they were spreading somr kind of sex curse formula,HIV/Aids. It scared me half to death, the very idea.
Imagine being so desperate so insane that you'd war right back.
Imagine thinking that your telephone was wiretapped by alot of this world.Being so desperate for help that you'd rant and ramble to recordings on 800 numbers. Sending out a circle of protection.
Thinking the fire in your building back in 1983 was arson so Trafalgar properties could buy up the building cheaply.
Imagine having to handle it all on your own scare everyone right back, claw everyone up hurt yourself as well.I couldn't help it at the time.
I was insane for years and became homeless.
An underground civil and world war.
Imagine thinking your own sister had literally poisoned you or the CIA had planted a bomb in your apartment, in a globe that belonged to a descendant of a Sewerd.
I still can't believe I went that insane.
Four or five years ago I went insane again same story,
same schizoid behavior.
I'm glad I can just write about it now.
